Running in place.

So, It's looking like this is going to be the time where I'm supposed to be learning something. I'm in the poc and I'm getting by alright. Sometimes I wonder if I can ever leave here. I want a hand to hold and lips to kiss. I'm lonely and I'm not afraid to admit that. I'm also feeling really jealous and insecure lately. I have to get this out somehow. If you don't want to read on I understand. I'll buy my umbrella and wait for the sunshine. It looks to be peeking from behind the clouds. "Rock me sexy Jesus"